Openworks

27 11 2009

Our lives a web of transparencies
Openworks of configurations
Flesh blanketing a skeletal frame
Beyond cells of propagated limbs
Extended courtesies, obliging
Kindly words of forgiveness spoken
The wounds of life’s bitter offerings
Fester without bandage nor dressings
Eyes castigate in hasteful judgment
Lo reasonable considerations
Would now behest our swift attention
Save unintentional consequence
May substance flow in unrestricted
Chaste embellishment for adorning
….this mantel of our integrity

Neurons in a cacophanic transfer
Teeming familiarity to
Infinite networks interwoven
Electrified by outward senses
A mind in all its complexities
Disseminating alterations
Divergent streams of great distortions
Fabricated to unkindly end
The human condition challenges
By virtue of our imperfections
Blood coursing through constricted veins
Life force of variant energies
Whilst heart and soul in deliverance
Congeal in functional accordance
….the very essence of our being

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Seasons For Change

23 11 2009

Your eyes glaze over in idle curiosity

A banal silence washing over your voice

In this moment pain and anguish reigns

A heart that slows after timeless beats

Thoughts that wander impatiently

Between now and nowhere searching

Tears that burn as ducts run dry

Diffusing anger of what could have been

Little ones lost that never grew up

What I’d give to make it go away

The tidal ambivalence, nothing gained

Does a day fall so heavily into the night

Without sunshine nor stars would you see

In your autumn your hand now unsteady

Your walk without purpose and stilted

Jaded by losses with time you forsake

Accepting what life so unkindly unfolds

Unlikely reason, untimely reprieve

Rest well upon nightfall, divine is your grace

For the change of seasons fills your dreams

Embrace with dignity whatever must be

The night is still yours, the dawn of days

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Upon Layered Souls

3 11 2009

As tiered as in lyrical verse
Thoughts linger in layered repose
Recessed in memory shaped as
A Bonsai painstakingly pruned
Intrinsic limbs of solitude
Hang lazily in altered state
Buoyant transitions of stratum
Void of cognitive dissonance
Photographed images shaping
A lifetime of moments we shared
Eclipsed by a passing notion
Draped in a moonlight serenade
We gaze with longing wonderment
Through the eyes of a layered soul
Our destiny shadowed mirrors
Prophesy of things before us
Stepping stones pattern our journey
A heartsong forever embraced

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Immortality

30 10 2009

You said you would never leave me

But now I have to let you go

Here for much more than a lifetime

Your eternal heart and soul flows

 

Memories through the ages shall pass

Long after all the sad goodbyes

The tears I shed in agony

All the sweet songs and lullabyes

 

Live this never-ending journey

Through life and through death evermore

Blessed by a kindly existence

Move forward as never before

 

Cherished each moment you gave me

The memories shall ever be clear

The love and gentle words spoken

All things that you ever endeared

 

For all who have passed before us

In our hearts you will always be

The song and the life and spirit

Essence of immortality

 

 

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Impasse; Heart Burned

16 10 2009

An arid desert canyon staged
Our place of union, juxtaposed
Awkward words and glances questioned
Destined journey, feigned misgivings
Safety in numbers, background noise
Our intent surrounded, silent
Eyes searching for cues unspoken
Grazing touches electrified
Senses resisting urgency
Another drink, inhibitions
Clashing in a frenzied turmoil
Ever closer still are we drawn
Dare to go there, not in this time
Far removed from reality
Yet passions drive our restless souls
Undetected we make our leave

In a darkened room save moonlight
Spilling gently upon silence
Curtains stir in a midnight breeze
As we fumble, explorations
A sudden kiss signals further
Acquaintance meeting approval
The night was ours for all taking
Arousal mapping destiny
By morning’s light new beginnings
Unclear as our questioning eyes
Looking for signs of assurance
A mistake we shall not embark
Your smile wavered unsteady
Cautious laughter ever your way
Yet for now, per chance, overlook
The wrongs that I wanted so right

The months passed us by in favour
Clandestine, we met with each chance
We dined by candlelight seeming
In rapture for all that could be
Yet the cautious distance you held
Between us precariously
Left me wanting for answers cast
In avoidance or so it seemed
The hours passed and days grew long
Your intentions unbecoming
My observances at impasse
Naive, my heart burned yet again
You scorned my disfavour outright
Dismissed my affections, uncaring
Spurned, not more than occassional
Pleasures your only intention

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What We Choose To Believe

2 10 2009
As I awoke this morning I lay in bed contemplating many things of past and present. My
thoughts were somehow drawn to a very powerful and overwhelming experience I had during
a vacation trip I took with my family, my pregnant wife of that time and my son, to a place in
eastern Canada where a pilgrimage of over one million people witness something
extraordinary.
Nestled on the shoreline of the St. Lawrence River some twenty miles northeast of Quebec
City in the province of Quebec stands a monumental structure of congregated masses in
prayer, hymn, sanctuary, and historical accounting of healing and miracles. The Basilica of
Sainte-Anne de Beaupre stands in imposing Gothic architecture of high arching spires and
windows of stained glass grandeur, a major Roman Catholic shrine.
I had heard and read of this place. Although I do not espouse to embrace any particular faith
or religious conviction I attended Presbyterian and United churches in my early years and
have always had a sense of “understanding” or “belief” that there must be some higher being
or power or otherwise powerful entity that has brought this world and all its magnificent and
imperfect inhabitants to being.
And so it was that in the summer of ‘82 that we journeyed to the east coast of Canada, to
parts previously undiscovered by ourselves. On a gorgeous sunny morning after an
enchanting stay in the quaint and historic settlement village of old Quebec City, we turned
northeast along the St. Lawrence seaway to the tiny town of Sainte-Anne de Beaupre where
we witnessed the incredibly moving and inspiring shrine to the patron saint of Quebec, a place
where historic legend holds that those of infirmity, disability and debilitating illness or
otherwise impaired mobility entered upon its chapel and larger place of worship in braces,
crutches, with cane or in wheel chair, sick and disparate, seemingly lost and without hope. All
they had left was their faith, their salvation as it were. They crossed a threshold into a place
where dreams and possibilities, however seemingly remote or impossible, came true for
many…they walked out of the basilica without aid. Miracles and healing were borne of this
place.
No matter what we choose to believe you truly have to wonder…
For those of you who wish to share in this truly incredible experience, not necessarily to
discover the presence or absence of your own faith, I would urge you to take your own
personal pilgrimage to this amazing place of worship along the waters of the St. Lawrence…I
will never forget.
Find out more about the basilica here at Sainte-Anne de Beaupres
————————————————————
What We Choose To Believe
My ascent upon steps of basilican shrine
Where faith and its attentions rest in sacred walls
This towering cathedral of eminence draws
Silent force of enormity and confluence
Breaths exhaled shallow, quiet anticipation
My footfalls echoing the fervent pilgrimage
Of scores embracing belief in higher being
Before me emotions entangled, many questions
Unanswered, lo unfamiliar in Thy presence
Would I walk amoungst hallowed halls unanointed
With waters purified by your sanctity
My passage now into the chapel intensely
Amplifies the overwhelming complexity
Of Your word, Your promise, every deliverance
Of miracles and healing by Your graceful hand
Tears flow as overpowering consciousness streams
Eyes absorbing this divinity as bandage
A hanging monument of Holy interventions
Wheel chairs, crutches, canes and discarded braces
Hung as in witness to otherworldly devotions
They rose as in resurrection forever more
To walk again unaided, their blessed reward
For those of His choosing…and those who would believe
copyright 2009 Don MacIver;  All Rights Reserved

As I awoke this morning I lay in bed contemplating many things of past and present. My thoughts were somehow drawn to a very powerful and overwhelming experience I had during a vacation trip I took with my family, my pregnant wife of that time and my son, to a place in eastern Canada where a pilgrimage of over one million people witness something extraordinary.

Nestled on the shoreline of the St. Lawrence River some twenty miles northeast of Quebec City in the province of Quebec stands a monumental structure of congregated masses in prayer, hymn, sanctuary, and historical accounting of healing and miracles. The Basilica of  Sainte-Anne de Beaupre stands in imposing Gothic architecture of high arching spires and windows of stained glass grandeur, a major Roman Catholic shrine. I had heard and read of this place. Although I do not espouse to embrace any particular faith or religious conviction I attended Presbyterian and United churches in my early years and have always had a sense of “understanding” or “belief” that there must be some higher being or power or otherwise powerful entity that has brought this world and all its magnificent and imperfect inhabitants to being.

And so it was that in the summer of ‘82 that we journeyed to the east coast of Canada, to parts previously undiscovered by ourselves. On a gorgeous sunny morning after an enchanting stay in the quaint and historic settlement village of old Quebec City, we turned northeast along the St. Lawrence seaway to the tiny town of Sainte-Anne de Beaupre where we witnessed the incredibly moving and inspiring shrine to the patron saint of Quebec, a place where historic legend holds that those of infirmity, disability and debilitating illness or otherwise impaired mobility entered upon its chapel and larger place of worship in braces,  crutches, with cane or in wheel chair, sick and disparate, seemingly lost and without hope. All they had left was their faith, their salvation as it were. They crossed a threshold into a place where dreams and possibilities, however seemingly remote or impossible, came true for many…they walked out of the basilica without aid. Miracles and healing were borne of this place.

No matter what we choose to believe you truly have to wonder…

For those of you who wish to share in this truly incredible experience, not necessarily to discover the presence or absence of your own faith, I would urge you to take your own personal pilgrimage to this amazing place of worship along the waters of the St. Lawrence…I will never forget.

Find out more about the basilica here at Sainte-Anne de Beaupres

————————————————————

My ascent upon steps of basilican shrine

Where faith and its attentions rest in sacred walls

This towering cathedral of eminence draws

Silent force of enormity and confluence

Breaths exhaled shallow, quiet anticipation

My footfalls echoing the fervent pilgrimage

Of scores embracing belief in higher being

Before me emotions entangled, many questions

Unanswered, lo unfamiliar in Thy presence

Would I walk amoungst hallowed halls unanointed

With waters purified by your sanctity

My passage now into the chapel intensely

Amplifies the overwhelming complexity

Of Your word, Your promise, every deliverance

Of miracles and healing by Your graceful hand

Tears flow as overpowering consciousness streams

Eyes absorbing this divinity as bandage

A hanging monument of Holy interventions

Wheel chairs, crutches, canes and discarded braces

Hung as in witness to otherworldly devotions

They rose as in resurrection forever more

To walk again unaided, their blessed reward

For those of His choosing…and those who would believe

copyright 2009 Don MacIver;  All Rights Reserved





Hope Is…..Emily Dickinson

4 09 2009

“Hope” is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—

And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard—
And sore must be the storm—
That could abash the little Bird


That kept so many warm—

I’ve heard it in the chillest land—
And on the strangest Sea—
Yet, never, in Extremity,
It asked a crumb—of Me.

Emily Dickinson

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hope-is-the-thing-with-feathers/





You Gave Me A Lifetime

4 09 2009

What I’d give for each moment spent with you
Each second, each hour we’d celebrate
The gentle caress of a nurtured hand
Lips barely touch though the sweetest of kiss
You’d coddle my every waking hour
Your kindness my blessing, together we
Made music enriched by our very souls
It was ours to keep and never let go
An eternity passed unknowingly
Just grant us some time, too soon would it end
Though in anger at times the words we spoke
In our hearts we were just examining
Feelings of turmoil, an inner weakness
The tears that you cried, the sadness you lived
Oft drained you of energies better used
I’ve begged your forgiveness, absolved my wrongs
Let the thorn of a rose never keep us apart
Lo its petals may always conjoin two hearts
Forever is how it truly must be
Together for a lifetime cherishing
All that we’ve had and whatever may be
In this place and hereafter…stay with me

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companions, lovers, friends...nothing else matters

companions, lovers, friends...nothing else matters





Of Chalice & Sword

3 09 2009

Resting high above the village Bamburgh

Stands a castle where knights and kings of lore

Raised their chalice high bidding praise and prayer

Victors of Camelot, King Aurthur’s liege

Sirs Lancelot, Bedevere, Galahad

Knights of gallantry in chainmail armor

Swordsmen of bloodied hand, battle weary

Expounding tales of medieval quest

By the power of the sword Excalibur

Its double-edge raised to a blackened sky

Felling all challenge with swift disregard

The kingdom and its governance upheld

On mounted steed through enchanted forest

Legendary quest for the Holy Grail

Weighs heavy upon battle-scarred warriors

Beyond sandy shores of Northumberland

Lo centuries pass upon Chalice Hill

Where a gardens of tranquil and splendor

Encircles a well head of sculpted inlay

Bearing image of Vesica Pisces

On distant acreage stands “Circle of Stones”

The Stonehenge of Wiltshire by Merlin’s hand

Memorial to kings’ men and war lords

Fallen silent in battle by the sword

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Allow Me This

3 09 2009

But few moments span a lifetime

A fissure sinks unmeasured depths

Solar flares rage from distant sun

As tail of the lion, daunting

Chilled air of morn, mellon drop dew

In glistened meander falling

Speckled doe in placid forage

Draws water’s cleanse, a pristine brook

Mine eyes reflect the shimmering

Ears touched by reclusive silence

Allow me this gift of wanton

Extravagance, not forsaken

Eyes closed, feel heartbeat quickening

Mind’s parabolic mandolin

Symphonic cadence, elegance

Allow me this time, this moment

Be this my forever bounty

Upon prayer I cast forth my will

Lay trust and favor at my feet

Allow me few moments to live

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